3.13.2004

all three of you worry me - hell all 300 of you do
the rest of you can't take care of yourselves any better than i can take care of myself
those fierce independent streaks are what i loved in the first place
learned to love to hate after a few years of feeling fourth place.
i wonder where you're going with your life a lot less than i wonder about mine
mine's so laid out and predictable from here to next month to the next decade and back.
you i don't worry about b/c you're even more predictable than i am
i worry about conflict with you that i know won't come about
i need to brush my teeth and get back to this book business
i get so lonely sometimes up here, i yearn for your presence :happysad:

jernet | 1:23:59 PM| comment

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3.12.2004

WHAT

jernet | 10:58:25 PM| comment

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