2.18.2004

i hope it's not goodbye

jernet | 10:57:05 PM| comment

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why do you test
did you think you were better than this
no i get it you're completely confused
you thought it would be ok
that i'd let myself be abused
fix your problems but don't get back to me
i wanted to care i never wanted to flee
you wouldn't let me couldn't trust me i know
it's just so hard to trust someone that tells you everything from the go
so hard to have trust with someone who hasn't lied
been straight up on anything you've questioned
been straight up until they die
shove it back and run away
i never fell apart, at least not yesterday
my heart won't break
i think it's been done too many times
congratulations on losing me
pushing me out and beyond

jernet | 12:11:12 PM| comment

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i put everything away
i can still smell you
i put everything away
i can still feel you
i put everything away
i can still see you
i put everything away
i can still taste you
i put everything away
i can still hate you.

jernet | 12:08:59 PM| comment

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i

jernet | 12:07:28 PM| comment

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must

jernet | 12:07:21 PM| comment

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get

jernet | 12:07:11 PM| comment

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rid

jernet | 12:07:03 PM| comment

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of

jernet | 12:06:53 PM| comment

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this

jernet | 12:06:43 PM| comment

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now

jernet | 12:06:33 PM| comment

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goodbye.

jernet | 12:06:21 PM| comment

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you

jernet | 12:06:13 PM| comment

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lost.

jernet | 12:06:06 PM| comment

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