11.05.2003

good news: going to barcelona tomorrow
bad news: i have quite a lot of work to do

jernet | 7:54:37 PM| comment

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11.03.2003

grasping for something familiar
it's hard to stop and not remember
can't stop thinking of the desire to control
want to stop thinking of what would be easy to mold
feel like if i could just put that all on a month hold
then i could live like i'm supposed to, be bold
something tells me i'll regret some things come december
but at least life won't feel so peculiar.

jernet | 5:25:36 PM| comment

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11.02.2003

still angry
somehow my cold isn't quite seeping thru
get the message you git
i'm trying to ignore you

jernet | 7:56:03 PM| comment

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didn't know you could make me not want to talk to you . . .

jernet | 12:16:42 PM| comment

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