9.11.2003

[my name is]: netta
[height?]: 5'6
[in the morning i am]: mean
[all i need is]: love and money
[love is]: ambiguous and strange
[if i could see one person right now it would be]: jonny
[im afraid of]: the right side of my nose (right nostril) never unclogging
[i dream about]: eating mexican food - they don't have that here.


-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[been in love]: yes . . . i still love the bastard.
[cried when someone died]: yes--i cry whenever someone that's meaningful to me dies, hell i die when people i don't even know die
[lied]: yes--i lied about how i was feeling awhile ago, i still feel like crap (:

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: diet pepsi
[flowers or candy]: lilies
[tall or short]: short

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do u notice first?]: their laugh, hands and arms, their dancing, their quirks
[last person u slow danced with]: uhh, i think mike at my senior prom, or maybe i did in college at a drunken frat party i don't remember
[worst question to ask]: can i pee in your bum?

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: three way tie - myself, jonny, and emy
[makes you smile]: i smile and laugh at everyone
[gives you a funny feeling when u see them]: drum n bass boys
[do you have a crush?]: always and on multiple people
[has a crush on you?]: probably no one but my stuffed animals
[is easiest to talk to]: my blogger, or my lj on the private mode that no one can read

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone to I.M. you?]: definitely not
[save aol/aim conversations]: trillian does it for me ;)
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: so i don't have to do my hair . . .
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: all the time

H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for ur best friend]: oh yeah
[been rejected?]: yeah
[rejected someone]: yeah
[used someone]: not without them using me first, an eye for an eye
[been cheated on]: yeah
[done something you regret]: nothing that i would actually change
[been drunk?]: yep


-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my mom
[hugged]: shep
[you instant messaged]: steve (ill4mation)
[that instant messaged you]: one of my roomates>>niki! <3
[you laughed with]: mama t (tereza)

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: no, but the lady at the salon does it for me
[ever get off the damn computer]: not usually
[habla espanol]: yes
[smoke cigarettes]: yes :"(
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: at least 260 (i use more than one name at a time, too)
[drink alchohol?]: yes
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yes - especially with jonny
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: emotional, easily
[trust others way too easily]: yes

LAST PERSON...
[ You Talked To ]: shep
[ You Yelled At ]: the computer screen . . . at someone that pm'ed me
[ You Had A Crush On ]: that is a secret. :x
[ Who Broke Your Heart ]: jonny and emy and my dad

FAVORITE...
[ Food ]: mexican . . . god i miss mexican food
[ Drink ]: long island iced teas / diet coke / yarrgh
[ Color ]: black, easily
[ Album ]: all of bailey's albums, or maybe john b . . . oh i dunno
[ Shoes ]: roos (anything i can dance in)
[ Candy ]: butterscotch
[ Animal ]: my poodles :")
[ TV Show ]: sex in the city or trading spaces
[ Movie ]: pirates of the caribbean
[ Dance ]: the tereza mcguinn spin
[ Veggie ]: the entire salad?
[ Fruit ]: oranges

jernet | 11:33:03 AM| comment

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more pictures are up and here, too

jernet | 7:32:15 AM| comment

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9.10.2003

ever worked in food service?
check this out
the best stories in there are the ones about having stars

jernet | 6:34:12 AM| comment

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9.09.2003

ever have a day where you wish you could take everything back
put it back where it belongs and lock it to its place
the proper place where it will be when you come back
the proper place . . . which doesn't exist.
it all moves around when you go away
people, the things, the feelings, the words you've left behind
do just that - stay behind.
especially when you swear you aren't going to look back.
that's when they jump on your back
and follow you until you can't ignore them anymore
the thoughts, the feelings, the things, the people that you knew would change.
you knew they wouldn't stay in that proper place
where you put them so they'd be safe in the event of your return
where they'd be safe in the even that you needed a safety net.
the people, the things, the thoughts, the feelings,
that you needed . . . to feel safe.

feel safe no more because you can't run away
you've got nothing to come back to except stinging eyes
and prying lies . . . that might have just been confusion
or disillusion.
and a simple rhyme will take you into the deep
where you're still followed by
the people. the dreams. the thoughts. the feelings. the dismay and betray.
the confusion, the illusion, the conclusion.

jernet | 6:54:54 PM| comment

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9.07.2003

went to metalheadz tonight and had a right good time at the medicine bar
i saw storm and photek play . . . met a lof of the ladies from doa and they are so nice
pictures here

watched the moon after i got back

miss watching the moon and stars on the porch.

jernet | 7:43:35 PM| comment

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