6.14.2003

it's okay
i didn't want to talk to you anyway
some day
you'll say
damn i shouldn't have walked away.
don't hurt my feelings
don't even think of touching my pride,
i'll do it my way
i'll keep it all inside.
i find one way to let it all out
and it's something i refuse to regret,
something i refuse to tell anyone else about.

i'm in a bad mood . . . i should prolly get offline

jernet | 2:04:06 AM| comment

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6.13.2003

jernet | 9:09:31 AM| comment

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6.12.2003

jernet | 11:45:59 PM| comment

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let the past sleep and get on with yourself
. . . damn.


screams
beams
of light
of fight
left in me . . .
i'm still here.

jernet | 9:56:58 AM| comment

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6.11.2003

i'm really entirely confused when it comes to some people
reading their thoughts is strange when they're so contradictory from one moment to the next

list of things that went wrong today:
1. bird shit on car in the morning (as usual) - we're not talkin little splotches, we're talkin big and chunky
2. didn't understand 1/2 of calc work in class
3. got parking ticket for parking in spot i should be allowed to park in
4. missed tutoring b/c i was at parking office for an hour
5. still don't understand calc work
6. went to wrong bldg twice for work
7. ran into copy machine causing large bruise
8. didn't meet deadline on hitz 94 gift bags (not my fault!)
9. paid for $5 car wash that didn't get off bird poop
10. yelled at drunk bum pissing beside my car outside of gas station
11. cut self with knife while cleaning dishes
12. sucked at calculus homework
13. made a really bad comment . . . just now
14. oh yeah - almost got pulled over by cop while trying to drop off mail

man i'm smooth.
things that went well today:
1. came home to *my* house
2. alarm people called - they're coming to install tomorrow
3. cracked good jokes
4. remembered to take medicine
5. had good hair day

jernet | 12:03:33 AM| comment

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6.10.2003

some days are just rough


jernet | 10:57:02 PM| comment

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6.09.2003

meanwhile . . . emy's dong sleeps

jernet | 9:12:36 PM| comment

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wanna see where emy goes to skewl?


jernet | 9:03:37 PM| comment

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it was just one of those days
where everything was frustrating
from the profuse amount of bird shit that apparently accumulated on my car over 24 hours . . . to the math test i got back and looked at like - why did i do that?!

jernet | 8:47:14 PM| comment

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some days i wonder how i miss so much stuff
it's like i was just turned off when that announcement was made
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

jernet | 9:18:47 AM| comment

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6.08.2003

it's a kuta site KLIKY!

jernet | 11:21:20 PM| comment

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people will really surprise you sometimes
it's weird how somethings can bring you together - especially when everyone just shuts up and does the head nod or the booty bounce (ok bad pun)
anyway . . . john b at the berk last night - ripped everything there was the rip, hell i was even dancin to bobby d[runk]
pickin him up from the airport was a flooded adventure as was my arrival at the berk - so glad there were people around to help clean like timmy, adam, joseph, evan, and shelly.
:dance:

on another note - calculus is yucky, i like it, but it's still yucky
and . . . my house is the bomb trap

jernet | 11:15:21 PM| comment

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