3.15.2003

i kept under wraps my desire to laugh in the face of . . . well, you know
flying saucer has the bomb trap fries. teebee is still my hero. irony (chris) tore it up. i danced a pretty significant amount towards the end of the night, but i do believe i have more to get out this evening.
more cynical musings later.

jernet | 4:36:02 PM| comment

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3.14.2003

man i never realized there were people out there nosier than me. i'm glad people ain't up in my biznass asking me about things . . .
but just in case anyone *was* wondering - things are great.

and it's real strange to get an im from d-a-l-e. *blinks*
yeah. good idea.

jernet | 5:39:22 PM| comment

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jernet | 12:19:47 AM| comment

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i told you so is such a funny thing . . .
maybe another time, fuck you very much ;)
laugh

jernet | 12:16:05 AM| comment

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3.13.2003

my new instrument

also - i now know why i shouldn't leave my phone number up in my away msgs.


jernet | 7:17:18 PM| comment

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1. Ever been so drunk you blacked out: i don't think so - but if i did i dunno if i'd remember.
2. Missed school because it was raining: i wish . . . laugh
3. Put a body part on fire for amusement: what the hell is this quiz?! no!
4. Been hurt emotionally: who hasn't?
5. Kept a secret from everyone: i did at one point, but i bust if i don't tell someone eventually.
6. Had an imaginary friend when you were young: no - but i was pretty imaginative. laugh
7. Wanted to hook up with a guy friend? yeah
8. Had a crush on a teacher: no
9. Ever thought an animated character was hot: nope - those guys don't have anymore appeal than the other ones running around here. damn i'm jaded.
10. Had a New Kids on the Block tape: oh yeah, and the wallpaper, and the dolls . . . and a tshirt
------------------FAVORITES------------------
Shampoo: body shop ginger shampoo
Soap: skin milk
Color: black, bright blue, red
Day/Night: night - why isn't the post office open at night - ugh, 5pm closing is so inconvenient!
Summer/Winter: fall
Lace or satin: both
Fave cartoon Character: stewie from the family guy
Fave Food: indian food's the shiz
Fave Advert: the ads in bust
Fave Ice Cream: vanilla if i had to chose. don't really like ice cream
Fave 'normal' Drink: water or diet coke
Fave Persons to talk to online: jonny, josherz, vince, mateo, jonna
-----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
Wearing: jeans and a blue and white striped shirt with a red string
Eating: chapstick
Drinking: water
Thinking about: josh, aaron, and smeared makeup
Listening to: ani difranco - this boquet
Talking 2: aaron, jason scott, jonny
------------------THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
Cried: a little, thinking about what if i get to the end of this tunnel - and there's no light?
Worn a skirt: no
Met someone New: does friendster count? didn't think so. i asked some guy in the hallway to open my bean dip. he had weird fingernails.
Cleaned your room: um. i put away groceries (yay organic!)
Done laundry: why, yes
Drove a car: for most of the day
--------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
Your self: depending on the situation me and my cunt can pretty much do anything
Your friends: some of them
Santa Claus: clearly, no
Destiny/Fate: i'm confused about the whole process, but that's ok :)
Angels? : the little ceramics ones exist - laugh
Ghosts: i think there's something like ghosts
UFO's: umm no.
------------RIGHT NOW---------------------------
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
Like anyone? i like someone - i always like people, but i seriously gotta lay off. laugh
Who have u known the longest of your friends? eris, except that we're not friends anymore. jeramy probably. my mom.
Who's the loudest: me and emy
Who do you go to for advice: myself
Who do you cry to? everyone - i can be such a whiner ;)
Worst Feeling: slain and foresaken
Who did you get this from?: stole it from aaron

jernet | 2:37:49 AM| comment

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i forgot how much i love ani difranco. <3

jernet | 1:26:09 AM| comment

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3.11.2003

ok
i am cleaning out my life.
i am saying goodbye (well not usually in such nice terms) to people and things that i can't give anymore to.
bye bye.

karma is interesting. i tell you what.
i would tell you all i know about it, but i've found that you have to learn about that on your own.

jernet | 8:57:36 PM| comment

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omg. i don't think i've ever met two people more boring in my entire laugh. ROFL
what the hell is wrong with me - i shouldn't be laughing at them, but damn.

jernet | 1:52:53 AM| comment

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