12.16.2002

reminiscing
to the days i remember not knowing
to the days i remember thinking i wouldn't be wronged
i knew what i was doing
but only know do i know what happened.
i think back to the past and the things that were done
i wonder if any of us know the whole truth.
i know that i've got some knowledge i'm not supposed to
people tell me things they probably shouldn't.
it's like a friend of mine has told me repeatedly
people are problems.
i still like a lot of people, though. there are still some good ones i'm convinced.
it's like you grow up a little every day,
and every day your lemons for your lemonade get a little sour.

i hate going into stores to apply for a job where they clearly have a sign out front saying, "now hiring", and getting laughed at by the girls behind the counter. people just don't understand how to be kind to each other i guess.
i'm guilty of acting the same way, and i just wonder how many people did i hurt yesterday? and today?

jernet | 7:56:16 PM| comment

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