11.23.2002

i love it when people act like they're too cool for you
look @ me i can do it, too :D

jernet | 10:19:34 PM| comment

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11.22.2002

man - life is weird
tomorrow is andy c / shimon / red one / gq @ scorpio's in charlotte
and so life is also ok. i can't wait to dance BOH!

jernet | 12:06:04 AM| comment

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11.20.2002

every time i see that it makes me laugh
hahaha

jernet | 9:57:15 PM| comment

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HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed someone: yes
2. Ran away: yes
3. Pictured your crush naked: yes
4. Actually seen your crush naked: no
5. Broken someone's heart: yes
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes
9. Lied: little ones
12. Cried in school: yes

WHICH IS BETTER
13. FLOWERS OR CANDY: flowers!
14. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: clean shaven
15. QUIET OR LOUD: loud
16. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: mm neither?

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
17. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: sense of humor
18. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: mm mark skeith i think?
19. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: i know this really isn't convenient for you, but i need you to . . . (ok so that's sort of a ?)

THE LAST TIME
20. SHOWERED: after i rode my bike @ about 5:30pm
21. HAD SEX: july 2001 - woah, wait i think
22. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: i do that every day
23. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: 1 hint - they used to post here
24. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: got to hang out with diz 8)

THE PERSON WHO:
25. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: emyj!
26. MAKES YOU SMILE: jonny and emyj
27. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: hehehehe
28. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: i dunno who does -- mebbe somebody tho :")
29. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: that is classified information!
30. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: my dog count :-[
31. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: guys

DO YOU EVER
32. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: no. i just take my cell phone with me lol.
33. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: naw - but trillian logs them!
34. SAVE E-MAILS: when they pertain to class - yes
35. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: sometymes
36. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: yes
37. COLOGNE: lol - no
38. PERFUME: yes
39. KISS: yes
40. ROMANTIC MEMORY: i think hanging out on the beach for like 5 hours would have to be the best one.

41. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: be careful this weekend
42. Been in lust: oh yeah
43. Used someone: not to a shameful extent, but we all use people every day
44. Been used: yeah - but you get over that
45. Cheated on someone: nope
46. Been cheated on: hell no >: |
47. Been kissed: yes
48. Done something you regret: i did regret it but not anymore, i get over stuff most of the time

Who was the last person...
49. You touched: diz
50. You talked to: diz
51. You hugged: emyj
52. You instant messaged: jason (infamousaeon)
53. You kissed: jonny
54. You had sex with: hahah that is classified fo REAL!
55. You yelled at: dale
56. You laughed with: jonathan and nick
57. Who broke your heart: my friends have broken my heart
58. Who told you they loved you: melody

Do you..
59. Ever get off the damn computer: yeah i gotta go to class, sleep, take showers, and stuff sometime!


Have you / do you / are you...
60. Stolen anything: yeah
61. Smoke: i have - i try not to
62. Schizophrenic: naw
63. Obsessive: sometymes
64. Compulsive: not usually
65. Obsessive compulsive: naw
66. Panic: yes
67. Anxiety: yesh
68. Depressed: last year - not much this year
69. Suicidal: naw
70. Obsessed with hate: um. no.
71. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore: naw
72. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them: naw
73. If you could be anywhere, where would you be: at the beach lookin @ the starz
74. Can you do anything freakish with your body: mebbe :-x
75. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others: eyes
76. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president: yeah
77. Would you marry for money: maybe - but probably not
78.Have you had braces: yes - twice - freakin orthodondist!
79. Do you pluck your eyebrows: nope - but it's way funny that bobby does HAHAHA
80. Could you live without a computer: negative
81. Do you use ICQ, AIM, MSN, etc...: trillian i pretendz to be da leetz
82. If so, how many people are on your list(s): more than 300 :-[
83. If you could live in any past, where would it be: hmm i don't know :-/
84.Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: usually i take them off
85. Do you kiss on the first date: sometimes
86. Who do you want to kiss? all kindsa people!
87. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? sets
88. Do you want to live to be 100?: only if i'm not in pain - which i don't think will happen - so no
89.Do You or have you played with a ouija board: yesh
90. Are you loyal: yes
91.Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs: yes - for the most part, if i get frustrated i just leave LOL
92. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off: on
93. Do you have nightmares frequently: naw
94. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: like 12 for sure hehe
95. Are you a sex addict: no
96. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: neither - let's go dance ;)
97. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today: yes
98. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: oh yeah all the tyme
99. Do you wish on stars: yessir
100. Which finger is your favorite: (bobby's answer for this was kinda gross, i can't think of an answer now, hmmz)
101. When did you last cry: while watching teevee today - hehe oprah will do that to ya!
102. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: sure!
103. Do fish have feelings: if you cut their heads off they prolly get pissed
104. Are you trendy: yeah a little
105. How do you release anger: DANCE and listen to loud drum n bass lol
106. Do you trust others easily: yeah most of the time too easy :-[
107. What was your favorite toy as a child: my cabbage patch kid and my dancin shoes
108. Do you use sarcasm a lot: yes
109. Would you bungee jump: yes
110. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off: no
111. Do you think you are strong: yes


jernet | 9:53:52 PM| comment

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11.19.2002

damn apparently the whole world is against this guy. haha. i really wish i didn't understand some things as much as i think i do. come on people - reality is just your perception, so get over it, quit responding to stuff you say you don't care about, and move on. it really gets much easier to watch out for yourself and your real friends in the future once you do. it really is ok to live a life without drama or, at least, one without such a magnificent level of drama. this is not to point anyone out or anything, but i've just been reading the r&r board's recent bout of drama and man it's really good this time. anyway, let me stop and go do some work.

jernet | 5:25:10 PM| comment

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