7.23.2002

what kind of relationship is right for you?

dr. jeannette is a crew jea production
jeannette is currently working on several new internet films which will include original music
jeannette is a working class woman
jeannette is originally from port jefferson, ny
jeannette is retiring
jeannette is a lamaze-certified childbirth educator . . .

ok so i'm not all those things. but it is fun to go to a search engine and put in "jeannette is" just to see what other people with my name are.


jernet | 2:31:18 PM| comment

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7.22.2002

this is what happens when you have a boring day

yay. extreme boredom. now what?

jernet | 8:30:34 PM| comment

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7.21.2002

can you tell me how i'm supposed to feel when you don't come around?
if you can tell me that i'm supposed to know your game,
then i'm going to tell you that i don't want to play it.
there's only so long that i can give you all i have before i flat run out of things to give.
sometimes you must do things for yourself in order to have any for others.
and so now, i will take not only this moment for myself, but i will take many others,
and i will take them for much longer than you ever expected.

don't come around here tryin to play your game with more than one of us,
b/c not only will one of us deny you,
but when the other finds out they will deny you more than you thought you had in the first place.
those walls are hard to tear down, but once you make it over the fence,
you can't burn the bridge you crossed. b/c if someone wants you out again,
they'll push you right into what you thought you were safe from.

please -- if you care about someone let them know, but if you're just frontin don't even bother, ya heard?

jernet | 5:28:07 AM| comment

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ok so that was fun.
wish the sound system had been better . . . but granted, trace did tear it up, and we did ride our bicycles LOL
um. i bartended earlier in the evening, er a version of that, and i managed to tear my fingers ALL up on some beer cans. :'( they are a bit purple and stinging, it's like having 8 paper cuts on each finger . . . who woulda known that cuts these tiny could be so involved?
anyway. someday i will find a friend to be my friend friend friend. i know that didn't make any sense to you, but that's ok, b/c i got it . . . and you know that i know that *we* know.

HAHAHA. i should go to bed before i put something here i'll regret.
had a pretty good time the night before, as well, at NV to see jen solo and kk (jason) off to the uk. one of the bartenders was rude to us . . . so don't tip him and don't go to him, it's the one with the long dark hair.
so yeah, if you go out for salad be careful what you eat, if you go out to ride a bicycle -- ride it where you like, and most of all, if you gonna dance then do it right.


jernet | 5:23:18 AM| comment

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